Over the block

Hey there, I'm back again. So it's about 13 hours till my openhouse, I'm not looking forward to it. I've spent the last three days cleaning the house and getting yelled at for not planting flowers outside, and now they want me to throw a party with people I really don't like talking to. My grandmother is the kind of person to pick out every flaw in everything possible and just pick pick pick at it till it drives you insane. My uncle just can't let things go, I know for sure he'll bring up the mistake in the invitations because for some reason it didn't sink in the first eight times he told me on mothersday. The majority of my relatives that I actually can stand have found plans to avoid this party(lucky bastards) if I could skip my openhouse I would. Even my fiance is trying to find a way out of it. He is deciding that since he accidentally requested the wrong day off and not sunday, that he's going to feel guilty about calling off, so I just know that he's going to blow me off and go to work for fear of guilt.
I've somehow managed to get a sun burn/tan for the first time in almost 5 years. It is quite somthing I don't miss one bit. Another odd occurance happened as well, I got the urge to draw somthing after a block for a few months and it was just out of the blue. Sometimes the paper is the inspiration. I have no idea how it happens but it does, it kinda drives me insane but I do kinda like it. Just the feeling of having that block and being stuck and then getting just an idea and it all just poofs away and you get an amazing calm feeling, because you just feel so much better knowing that the block is over with.

First thought

I'm kinda between jobs now and wondering what I should do next. After getting fired from being a full time student, people keep calling it "graduating" but I know better. I'm currently doing small work for my mom ,out on a farm not to far from where I live, feeding horses for $25 a week. It's not much but it's better than working drive through at McDonald's with everyone from my class. I was thinking about how even a small pizza joint down the block from me turned my application down because I had pink hair. I figured even a small business would figure out the greatness of the whole individuality thing. Even my own parents family business, wouldn't hire me. I'm now looking for a way out of this conservative town to more liberal pastures.

As far as the whole job thing goes I still need to find the college education bit for it all. I'm still stuck at step one of "what do you want to do when you grow up?" I'm thinking of a ton of odd things that kinda don't even mesh into a single catagory. Behind door number one is Artist. Door number two is English Teacher. and Door number three is, well, sex therapist. I'm only 18 and I still live at home but honestly door number three seems like a pretty good choice, but I kinda wonder what family would think if I told them that was what I was going to study for? at my up coming open house I'm just going to tell everyone different things. Just to kinda keep people on their toes and give a good topic of conversation.

Anyways, I do believe this was a wonderful first post for me. What do you think?